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After two years my girlfriend left, she is military as am I.  She was in a field training with the infantry and after three weeks there she came home and packed.  Took a girl that I consider mine, and our son.  I am completely lost, broke and so confused.  She gave so very few vague reasons for leaving other than she was confused and felt she didn't love me.  That night she was in his house.  I know that something happened while she was there.  I believe she will come home but she won't get into details about anything when we talk.  I love her more than my own life.  Literally.  I'm thinking it a lot, car crash, gun... but I can't move on in this world or the next without her.  I can't leave my two oldest children.  I just need to know from a female, at 20 with two children what is going on in her head and heart.  I'd like to chat if possible.  I have questions she won't answer and love that won't stop hurting.  Someone help me please. 

Hello to all... I joined Aidpages awhile back, I have had some hard times and some ups & downs, as I am sure everyone knows that it does happen in life. I am a single woman with no children. I have recently just lost my job due to being laid off, the comapny I worked for went through a big change and of course the lower on the todem pole you are, well you are the one that gets the pink slip. I wasn't making the best money, but atleast it was something. It is now the end of September, I have fell behind on my rent, which is $475.00 a month and since I lost my job at the end of July, I am close to loosing my apartment. I am truly scared! I don't have a lot of utility bills because they are included in the rent(thank goodness for that atleast). I have tried to go to my local treasury & other assistance type programs, but I do not qualify for help due to the fact I do not have any dependent's(children or anyone else who lives with me). Our town is quite small so there are not many places I can go for help. And other surrounding counties will not help you unless you live in there county. So I am truly running out of options. I don't have any family that can help, and what family I do have they are strapped financially themselves. I have been looking for work, but so far no luck:(. If anyone has any suggestions or information on assistance type help, I am all ears. I need help with groceries, and trying to pay rent. I can do without a phone, tv, and any other luxuries. I just need to get by on the basics.